March 18, 2008
Sign these rainchecks
For example,
let's go for massage together again;
how about decaf latte at Orchard Parade Hotel, people watching;
or a movie, something we could both laugh at, indulge in, since Paris je taime;
ice cream and dessert would be good too, decadent brownie for you, therapeutic smoothie for me;
revisit to an old haunt along Armenian Street, even if they revamped away the things we had loved most;
lie in bed together, just chatting, sighing about time gone and dreams yet to come, your quiet assurances mixed with sleepiness;
and these are enough already. Too much, perhaps.
But it's only two seasons. It will be autumn again soon. I hate autumns because all my autumns have been about departures. Maybe this one will be different.
Spend time with yourself too. In case you forget, soon, how it's like to be the lan mao in a place where you hold citizenship.
Sigh... I can deal with this. I will save more money because of this. Still, there will be this sadness creeping in.
Time - A bigger and bigger hole to be filled.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 00:11